Tough year though we are tougher

 I feel like this year is turning into some kind of probation.

And we are getting tired of having to fight for every single simple thing we want.

This has been hitting us hard and the months go by and it just doesn’t stop.

I know it is normal to be feeling sad and desperate and hangry but I don’t want to be any of those things at you. I don’t want to be against you, ever.

Life is kind of funny. When you think that you can’t take it anymore, when you are ready to give up, it just turns around and shows you a new perspective.

And I guess no matter how many turns this life pulls on us, we will always find out that no matter how hard it gets, its you and me, that’s the answer. That will always be the answer.

I am sorry if I have not been strong enough these past few months. I am sorry if did let it get to me and to you. I am sorry for forgetting how much I love you. How much more strong what the heck I feel for you is than every and anything else.

I just want to be with you. I don’t want to lose any more time being mad, frustrated and sad. I want to be with you. Just the two of us, wherever, whenever.